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2007.01.09
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It's the beginning of a New Year, new goals, new hopes. A lot of things has changed through grade 6 and 7. Making new friends and slowly, your "best friend" gets eareased at the back of your mind. I made a new friend as well, how about I call her mimi here. 8 W7 O2 c7 L) e% ?! v B6 @
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Somehow, I always wanted a "best friend all to myself. Often, I get jealous at Mimi being friends with another girl. I know it's the wrong way my brain is working, but it makes me mad.
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g6 k. g& O* g5 A6 F Finally, I understood how an untalktive friend I am. When I'm with Ami, Kim, and Meggy or even Mimi, I can't find a interesting topic. I could imagine being friends with myself. Just standing there, not "doing" anything.2 C. y0 m e' C6 b, V& [
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I wonder why I have never made a best friend before. Not having a interesting topic often leads me to do annoying things to my friends. Wishing there could be a friend who truly and fully...just really understands you. And that you don't need to talk but understand each other.
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Maybe just staying alone is good for me but friends like Mimi rise my hopes of a best friend, they never come true though. , G. w6 l- Q" \0 [& N7 n+ G2 t# T
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She already has a best friend. 2 x0 \9 o1 v. C( I4 Y. x4 v
& S1 W0 b- s, F& f+ ]* x9 Q Somehow, writting this made me feel better, like my diary is my imaganary friend who could always be there for me. My diary is only to me, only "MY" best friend, and one that could trully understand me. |
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